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thinking on suicide

Posted by commit at May 7, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 May

I think its for the best right now to commit, my life isnt any better drama everyday even new drama plays a big part in my life, I hate being here in this stupid world I did try suicide once but my boyfriend and friends saved my life I haven't forgiven anyone of them yet for making me live, I wanted to die and 4 bottle of pills would have worked if they left me alone. but that didn't happen the worst that came out of it was having a mini stroke and living. I hate dealing with life itself its to hard for me its been this way since i was 13 yrs old im now almost 40 and still going through drama everyday. hell i don't even know what it's like to be happy I never had that and I was loved once by my first love who commited suicide and I believe I need to be with him. I'm sick and tired of living. my turn to die better be soon or I will end up commiting suicide i can't take anymore.


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By anonymous at 17,May,11 12:50

Why are you so dramatic and suicidal?

By anonymous at 19,May,11 07:25

I hope you don't committ suicide; You never know how your life can drastically change in an instant. Please find help; go talk to someone.

By anonymous at 30,May,11 05:17

I dont know how your life sucks. There isnt one single serious problem that you are facing. Whats the drama? What are you waiting for since you were 13. Just grab the day. Only and only you can make your life happier. Socialize and make some new friends.

By anonymous at 15,Sep,11 23:33

Please do not give up on yourself. I sincerely hope you haven't. Please visit: or call this number: 1-800-273-TALK. There are clearly people who care about you and you should not let those people down. Your life can change in an instant. You just can't give up on yourself.

By anonymous at 04,Feb,12 21:40

nearly one year on i hope you are still alive and well. loves x.

By Marcia at 30,Jun,12 17:23

about me that I listen to Vaya Con Dios, the group here, and like the song that I can make into Obama-as-Pimp. It's a great tune, with Dani's voice amcecpaniod by trumpet or harmonica or all alone. Finding a musical way to hate Obama is a bonus.

By anonymous at 27,Apr,13 22:44

Google my husbands name Kenneth Nosik. We got Married on May 7,2011 your post stood out. I hope you are still alive. My husband accidently overdosed and died. He got a heart beat after an hour he ended up saving 4 lives by donating his organs. I miss my husband everyday. Not a day goes by that I wish I could have helped him cope with his depression better. If you are alive or if anyone is reading this I can try to talk you out of these evil thoughts of suicide. I too recently had these thoughts but I prayed for god to give me the strength to cope and get stronger. I was reading old emails from my husband and he had sent me this link to this website telling me this is how he felt. And so I decided to look at this site again and read what people are going threw. Just know you are not alone, and you are defiantly not the only one in the world feeling that pain and emptiness. Here is my e-mail for those that might need a few words of encouragement

By Royal CBD at 28,Sep,20 15:35

f3DINn Very interesting info !Perfect just what I was searching for! I live in company with a body, a silent companion, exacting and eternal. by Eugene Delacroix.

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