Hi,
My story begins my boyfriend just dumped me because I was to emotional. And my best friend doesn't speak to me either. Great right?. It's like life has ended. I've borderline. Live is hard being alone. Bad childhood, bad memories, raped and abused. Couldn't life be any better then that? When I started to believe this was going great this was supposed to happen. That I was supposed to lose the love of my life. Fuck. I feel so suicidal and I want to self injury so much. I want to take my life so badly because I can't stand it being apart from my ex. Because I love him so much. He saved me but now I'm all alone again. This sucks. | |
If you are like my ex, don't kill yourself. Suck it up and dig yourself out of this ditch you are in. Life is not a box of chocolates because you can choose who you are. This selfish fateful spiral you feel that you are in is of your own making and can be broken by a positive attitude. Have you ever met a girl with a stress fracture from running too much? If so, hang out with them more. They know how to be happy. It takes hard work to be self reliant. Once you are, then you are in control and need no one.
There's always darkness before dawn..
"it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."
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