My life sucks because I'm living in Kansas with no means to move. I've been stuck here since 2005. I don't belong here. I wish a tornado would rip through here and take me to fucking Oz, wipe out the Westboro Baptist Church and all of Johnson county and the wealthy conservative fucks who live here (I do okay but I'm in that lower half of the middle class that gets screwed hard). I didn't even want to come here in the first place, but my ex-husband got a job here and so here we are. The sprawl of Kansas City is unbelieveable. Nothing but McMansions and strip malls as far as the eye can see. All the damn suburbabn twatwaffles with their douchestache husbands and their 2.4 bratty children...I don't belong here and I can't escape. It's like living in a bad dream. All my friends live somewhere else. I hate the weather. I hate the drivers. I hate the state government. Sam Brownback really does blow. I'm an extreme lefty who belongs up in Portland or British Columbia, but no. I'm in Kansas. I personally used to be pretty okay, but I'm losing my mind living here. It's literally turning me crazy - I was diagnosed as bipolar 1 recently (no sign of it in my life until I moved here) and also have PTSD from nearly being killed in a car wreck on a perfectly normal street here. I used to be pretty well adjusted and happy, but not anymore. I HAVE to get out of here. People still argue about evolution for chrissakes. There are so many churches and if you don't go to one (I'm an atheist) you're shunned. I hate the guns. I hate the flatness. I hate the highways. There aren't enough psych meds or therapists in the entire world to mitigate how crazy this place is making me. I hate Missouri too for whatever that's worth. I don't know if I can stand it much longer. | |
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~your explaination of those around the world who haven't adapted this "theory" as fact holds absolutely no weight in revealing any truth to your beliefs.
~follow the masses if you wish, because PEOPLE have "never" been wrong, i suppose. after all, the info you see on discovery channel is all FACT and never changes.......please.
~i repeat, to anyone who stresses evolution is fact, it is just a theory. there is as much solid evidence against it as there is for it. for those of you who don't know this, you're not doing detailed research with a scientific, unbiased open mind.
~if you don't really know......THEN JUST SAY YOU DON'T KNOW, it has always been ok to not know "everything".....it has NEVER been ok to pretend to know anything when you really don't.
~thank you for having an open mind
I'm not saying I don't believe in it to some degree, but it IS a theory.
read her boigraphy, then on the right of the page under her picture, click "longer biography", read to the bottom of each page, there will be a link to the next page.
At this point what do you have to lose?
It is hard and lonely living in a place that you dont want to be in ....is it a pernament move or just temporary .
I am a christian and just 4 weeks ago today moved to Malta alone from Ireland ...there are days that are so lonely but remember life is short .
I too, would love to be in Portland or Vancouver if my wife and I have the same job as what we have here in KS. Same school for kids too. But I love my job in KS and I've come to enjoy my life here. I've lived in NYC, DC, and LA before moving to Lawrence, KS. This is the only place so far that I consider where living is really low stress. No need to worry about being late or my kids at school. Life is pretty good actually. July definitely sucks in KS, but that actually opens an opportunity for us. In July, we must leave. The weather is unbearably hot for us. If money is low, we drive to Colorado or any points north/west so we cool off. Nothing beats hiking on snow in July in the Rockies. Kids love it. If flights are cheap, we're in LA, swimming.
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