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my life is the worst of all

Posted by k s at March 11, 2012
Tags: Attitude  Failure  2012 March

Upon reading this you'll prob think my life isn't all that bad; BUT honestly I truly think my life is totally worthless. For starters, I'm 26 I live with my mother, I'm 5'4, mixed race, I'm unemployed, I have no gf, I have no car, and I have no money; I'm terribly lonely and I have some friends but I still feel like my life is worthless. God has shitted on me all my life. I'm crying while i'm writing this because what i'm about to tell you all is true.
The only reason I have not committed suicide is because I volunteer regularly with senior citizens to whom look forward to my youthful and foolish optimism for amusement and inspiration. I am naive to think that I should not die today or tonight and I have regularly thought of killing myself But inculcation from my family has taught me an awful of feeling that maybe i should 'wait one more day'...but I promise you all, this i my suicide note.
I finished college more than 3 years ago and I my life is nowhere is should be. Education will not make you happy.
I guess the thing that bothers me most is that I feel no woman will ever think of me as attractive. I'm mixed( I'm neither black or white) which means unless i'm rich or famous no woman will ever love me. I'm unlovable, I will always be overlooked, vilified, cast as an outcast.

God if you're merciful please let me die; evolution says my genes should die, I would never want my son tp experience my life. So be merciful and kill me PLEASE


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By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 00:04

hey, it's ok. i am like you as well. i am 26 and live with my family. no shame in that. lots of people in their 20's living with their parents as a result of economy. there is NOTHING wrong with it. u know in other countries, people live with their parents until they get married.

i don't have a car either. as long as u have public transportation, u should be ok. congrats on being a college grad and volunteering at a senior home. what a commendable thing to do. i don't have a boyfriend or any friends but i don't dwell on it. i figure that it will not always be this way and things will get better.

why wont anyone hire you? no jobs in ur area? have u applied everywhere? have u thought about moving to a bigger city because of job prospects? you aren't alone and you seem like such a great person. just keep in mind that this life means nothing and it's all about going thru hardships. it's where we go from here that matters.

what kind of mix are you? who said women don't want mixed men? it's beautiful to get characteristics from 2 different races. nothing wrong with it. don't let anyone tell you different.

By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 02:01

You sound very intelligent. That is a quality trait that most people admire.. girls too.
By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 05:32

Yes girls do admire intellect... fat ugly skanky stupid hillbilly bitches

By anonymous at 14,Mar,12 14:24

there is no such thing as love except between a child and parent, so stop looking for it just live life
By anonymous at 15,Mar,12 01:10

ok. how abt grandparent and grandchild? siblings? cousins? nephew and uncle? aunt and niece? best friends? you get the point.

just because there is no other type of love that you have experienced does not meant the same for others. everyone's experiences and feelings are different.

By anonymous at 27,Mar,12 22:41

quit feeling sorry for yourself and maybe you'll figure out that you can get a job anywhere, even now. Yeah its a sh!t shoot for good jobs, but I currently have 3 part time jobs that are very flexible with eachother, and have had them all through this recession. You have to start somewhere. If you sit there and keep blaming factors that you can't control, such as your ethnicity, age, god sh!tting on you, your going to perpetuate your problems. Every problem in your life is your fault, do something about it.

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