I have been diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression and ADD since I was 13 and I have been placed in various mental hospitals and treatment centers throughout my life. I'm only 18 and I've already spent more than a year and a half in total in "loony bin" and I'm sure I'm not even close to being done yet. I missed the experience of a normal high-school and I will never know what it's like to have been a regular teenager. I thought I could turn my life around when I was applying to college but I had no clue what I was doing and no one helping me including my parents. My parents are total assholes who went through a rough divorce and my Dad constantly used me and my sister to get at my mom, including filing a false police report the night before I took the SATs. I have no money and no future and no one helps me because people claim that I'm very intelligent and simply don't apply myself. I don't have a drivers license because I keep failing the permit test and no one gives a dam including my Aunt who happens to be in Governor's administration. I spend most of days playing video games and surfing the web because I'm too embarrassed to hang out with former friends who probably would think of me as a loser anyway. Any ideas about what to do ? Because I'm starting to run out. | |
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You're 18. What do you want to go to school for? Don't know? Then don't waste your money. Go get a job. After you get your license- you have a job, drive to your job, meet people, save money. Eventually, money is saved, life is good, now you can go and do things...
Going to college? Figure out what you want to do before you start pissing your money away. Seriously. I have 16,000 dollars in college debt. I am making an hourly wage, doing something that I don't have a degree in. Pointless. The world wants to brainwash you into just jumping into another four years of schooling, just because.... Make damn sure that you have a skill. If you're going to be spending thousands of dollars on your education- then you better get something out of it! And A JOB.
That's my two cents-
Cursed
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