Life was good, husband, kids house job. Then husband got depressed and life as we know it is over. at his lowest, he had visions of killing us all and then himself, got him help, got a little better, then one night we had a fight, and he tried to strangle me. just hasnt been the same since. thought about leaving, but what do i have to support my kids with. i keep hopeing he will turn around and medication will work and he will again be the man i fell in love with. but here is sit waiting... | |
I want you to buy/rent or barrow the book * THE GIFT OF FEAR** This is a true story, but it will save your life and your family, I give this book to all my family, friends and to victims of crimes so they never become a victim again. The book is very cheap like $6 at amazon.com and you can get it on kindle.
Just get the book if not anyhting else, your reaching for help just from your posting, there is a support network for you, if you leave and worry about money that is why family abuse centers are in every city, for a place to live, money, food, care for the kids, find housing, money, its all there.
I could tell you about the 10,260 cases I worked, and the many years at the study of family violence,stalking,sex crimes, and death.
I tell you this if your still alive, don't let him kill you , save yourself and your kids.
God does help by having you seek strangers advise , since he has casued you such worry. Don't over look your inner voice of saftey and concern, I know you lived this long with him, but he is going to kill you, and you know it down inside. call and get help and don't let him know what your doing as he may cause you more harm with you trying to live away from him. BUT YOU CANNOT LIVE LIFE LIKE THIS AND DO IT FOR YOUR KIDS, BECAUSE HE DOES NOT CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT HIMSELF. (Stop defending him, becuase no person should ever defend someone like him,for what is is doing)
Good luck, and I hope you are able to read this , if not god bless you and your kids, I pray for you, I do feel your pain,I have a tear for you and your kids, . Lord I ask you to help this family and this person find safety, if not, lord please accept them into your kingdom,and stop the pain,fear,sadness,and hurt, Amen,
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