Life is so fucking pointless. My entire life I've suffered with depression. Seems its just my lifes curse. My parents are co dependent functioning alcoholics. My father was mentally abusive. I'm pretty sure him smacking me in the head and calling me a dipshit over his mistakes has something to do with me feeling like a useless piece of shit. I fail at anything I try. I cannot excel or amount to anything. I don't have the balls to attempt suicide so I just hope for death. I apparently don't deserve happiness or real love. No love life. Always rejected and always deprived of what I wish I deserved. If I can't kill everyone something should kill me. | |
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