| | Posted by anonymous at April 13, 2010 |
Looking at some of the stories.. my story isn't that bad but for me it is really bad.
Does anyone know how it feels like to be shy weak and lazy? When i was young, my life was fine but when i came into junior high, i somehow lost all my confidence, let me guess, almost everyone on here can do a presentation infront of a class? you know how i feel like? I get so sick that hearts starts pounding crazily and my voice starts to shake. I rather get beat up than do a public speaking. I consider my self pretty good looking but I seriously never had a girlfriend. im so shy and i barely talk to guys. some people even thought i was gay. seriously, being shy and not confident is one of the worst feelings ever. I sometimes look at someone who is good looking, gets all the girls, athletic and does well in school like WTF and who says God is fair? like this is all bullshit, being extremely shy and not confident is like having a disability. My heart starts to pound as i enter my school and i seriously wanted to hide in a hole after i did my presentation today at school.
I would rather run 1000 laps around school until my lungs rip then do a presentation and plus my teacher gave me and my partner shit for not delievering the information well and she doesn't even know how i feel when i'm up there. |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 12, 2010 |
All of your life, you've been lied to. Life Sucks Big Time
You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing.
This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time.
Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different.
See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the time, without which she'd be in a continuous state of anxiety. And her 6 year old son, he's following in mom's footsteps already, taking his daily dose of Ritalin to keep him tranquil enough to sit still all day at school.
She stopped sleeping with her husband several years ago, but that's ok, cause he sneaks off a couple times a week and has sex with street prostitutes in the back seat of his car, or a nearby motel. He feels a bit bad for them, and tips them ext... |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 12, 2010 |
i just cannot believe that 2 guys i once trusted screw me over so bad...
the one , since we were together he cheated on me... he was dating a girl 3 years when he starts dating me so i guess that makes me the ''other'' girl...
i didnt know it... when i found out i had a breakdown... i grew up with problems...my mum is on hospitals al the time, my sister in doctors... my dad works all day...i needed someone strong for a change....
when i found my self again, i met this guy, so nice, tall, strong... 2,5 months later he broke up with me... and just 3 days ago he was telling me how much he misses me (he was on a trip to see his family) and looking forward to come to see me...
if that dont means he got a girl , then i dont know what it seems... so i think i ll become a lesbian... nah im just kidding... but i cant believe how i let them hurt me so much...
i know there are many fish in the sea but with what power u built your dreams when the other crashes them? |
| | Posted by Scared at April 12, 2010 |
I've been a loser at school long enough to be used to it.
I have ADHD which seems to be developing into bipolar disorder.
Because of that I've been failing in school, which is a pretty good school for indian standards.
People have made fun of me forever.
I'm fifteen but I've never been kissed, never had a boyfriend. Hell, I've never held hands with a guy at the least.
About 2 years ago, before my father moved out, my parents fought every fucking day.
It hurt me a hell of a lot to see my mother cry over and over again but I was too foolish to help her.
Soon, my mother was at her most vulnerable and found solace in other man.
I believe her decision was justified and didn't even know how horrid my own father was then.
In the past month, my father learnt the exact nature of my mum's relationship with that guy.
Now he wants a divorce. My mum has no job, no savings. She depends on his income even now.
He calls nearly every night to yell at her. Calling her the worst things while showing off about his new relationship with a new girlfriend. He plans on marrying her and replacing me with her child.
He threatened to kick us out of our house soon.
Recently I learnt that not only did my father yell at my mum 2 years back, but he also beat her black and blue.
I am probably not going to get to finish school.
Never see college.
Never see my friends.
Move to another town.
And this isn't the kind of place where miracles happen.
Where some random poor kid gets discovered miraculously.
Life really sucks big time. |
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| Posted by anonymous at April 12, 2010 |
So i just read mikes philosophical comment. Thats crazy to think about, some species 1000000 times smarter and older then us has created us. Here we are thinking that its an all mighty, divine, perfect, magical being called "god." But really, its just another species (aliens) occupying another planet in another galaxy far far away that has been living 4 billion years before us and has created us as a science experiment. All those UFO sightings, thats them checking up on us. Although they would love to introduce themselves and land on our planet, they fear us. They realize that their so called experiment has fucked up and has developed way different then what they have planned. We are way more lethal and deadly then they planned. We are way smarter then they have planned. They fear that if they come down to tell us what we are and what we were meant to be, we will rebel. We have become too dangerous, to violent as a species for them to feel safe landing on our planet. WHOA. im just gonna go smoke some more weed and make a movie now. |
| | Posted by life's a joke at April 12, 2010 |
I wrote on here a few weeks ago. I was forced to quit drinking for month in hopes that it was th only rason for my depresion. Since then, I've tried to kill myself via painkillers but college dorms are hard to hide throwing up for six hours straight. I was taken to the hospital and after 4 day in ICU went to the mental health unit. Now I'm home because I am on a forced "medical leave" for the semester. My best friends are still there. Nothing in life brings me happiness. The counseling and meds I'm on don't help. I keep thinking about how much I've messed up in the last two months and how fast I went from loving life to trying to end mine. I don't choose to be unhappy. I force myself to go out and try to have fun because I want to be better, but I cant. Why live? Why deal with a clinical depression when it can all be ended? |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 12, 2010 |
My dad was an alcoholic who beat me amd my mother. They divorced after 13 years of marriage and my dad had his girlfriends here and there but remarried when I was 15..They got married on my birthday...My step mom kicked me out when I was 16..I got pregnant with my first daughter and while I was 5 months pregnant her father comitted suicide...then after I gave birth to her my dad and his wife took her away from me and raised her as their own...She didnt find out the truth about me until she was 11.. She is 18 now and has no desire to want to know me or see me....I didnt talk to my dad for 15 years. Then I found out through the internet that he was in prison...I went to go see him and found out that he was in prison for trying to kill his wife. My husband and I got him out with my aunts help and he lived with us for over a year while he was going through his divorce and his trial for attempted murder...He became real stupid and accusing my husband and I of stupid crap and my middle daughter..he called me cuss words infront of my son and told my husband that I wasn't his daughter...I no longer talk to him and Im not close to my mother...I have family that lives less then 2 blocks from me and NEVER comes to see me..my mother has only seen my other 2 children maybe 2 or 3 times in their life...I have a dead in job thats going no where...Disrepectful children who refuse to mind and always fight with each other...My husband cares more about his job than he does our marriage...I battle with depression and I have even attempted suicide....my sister is a prostitute who is heavily into drugs and my brother lives in another state and I have not talked to him since I was 15....This life sucks !!!!!! |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 11, 2010 |
I met a guy at camp and totally fell in love with him. We were together for 3 months untill he broke up with me..twice. I moved on. However i started liking a guy from his town. He asked me out. but about 2 months ago the guy from camp came back into my life wanting me back. i still have feelings for him so i told him i would break up with the other guy. Except i love both of them. I don't know what to do. Im about to lose 2 guys who i really love if i dont choose.... |
| | Posted by someone at April 11, 2010 |
dear life
Why u are so cruel to me?
You hate me then,
Why u give me this life??
I better die than i must life
Even i am here noone notice that
I am always be invisible for other people
They see me but they shoud think i am shit
If i can give my life for the people more want life than me ,
then take this life
I will give that
I will let u have my life now
I don’t want wait
I just need give this life
and everything will end
i would be free
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| | Posted by anonymous at April 11, 2010 |
I'm 25 and moved countries about a year ago. Compared to some of the stories here I guess I've got it okay - I have a steady job but that's pretty much it. My job is steady but pays me peanuts and then expects me to work overtime (for which I don't get paid extra) so they can get their projects done on time and charge the client more money. That's pretty shitty - I work overtime which they charge the client for but I don't see a cent for it. I now don't sleep well and have high blood pressure from stress at work and have to pay for medication on my shitty as salary. Too bad that work is scarce and I couldn't afford any down time from work to look for another job anyways.
All my friends live a plane ride away and my efforts to meet and socialize with new people has been pretty much in vain. Most my age seem to talk shit, live at home, have no career goals or motivation, and can't carry an adult conversation. For a while though I thought I had actually made some friends just to find out that I was being used for my car. Though I was never told this it's pretty obvious when I don't get invited to things until they need a lift to get there. So thus far I have a shitty job and no friends thus no social life.
It's in times like these that you should be able to turn to your family but my family couldn't care less. They act all concerned about my well being when I call them but I cannot remember the last time they called me. Wait I lie - the last time they calle... |
| | Posted by Steven B at April 10, 2010 |
Well it all started when I was born....Mom was sixteen, dad was seventeen. My mom and dad were married but dad cheated and then they got a divorce. I was young then. My Mom remarried to a man that seemed nice enough, turns out he came from an alcholic family and had mental issues. They fight constantly. He's not the greastest role model for a boy trying to become a man. I have two sisters and a brother, all younger than me. Sometimes..all the time I feel like I was the practice test. My step dad loved my oldest sister more than the rest of us and so my mother blamed her for their marriage problems. It turns out that they don't really like each other, my mom and my dad. They stayed together for us kids. Guess we weren't screwed up enough yet. My middle sister hates our family and hardly never comes around. My youngest brother still lives at home even though he is 22 and has a daughter and is not married. I got married thinking that would make me happy, turns out I,m in love with my wife , its just more stress and problems. I have a 9 month old son who is great. A week ago I lost my job and went from 90k per year to 0 overnight. I bought a new house in December and have a MOUNTAIN of debt that i'll never be able to pay for in three lifetimes. My jeep is geeting repoed soon. I have $7 in my checking account and no innsurance for my family. Today I cut two fingers off on a table saw. Went to the hospital with no money and no innsurance and no job. Who knows how much more this... |
| | Posted by Why at April 10, 2010 |
Well im sick of life.
I hate it where i live its full of people who seem to be enjoying life when im fucking sitting in my room doing nothing.
I have no real friends, they are all fake and i can't trust them.
I wish i could move away and start fresh. Meeting new people and making new friends.
Fuck life. |
| | Posted by nobody at April 10, 2010 |
i really hate my life,i am 21years and never have boyfriend,no friend,never been invite to party,noone like me,i am just a shit!why we life?life so meaningless...everyone always say that will get better soon but i don't found that will get better!!fuck with life!i just hope to die soon... |
| | Posted by Moon at April 10, 2010 |
yeah, i say that my life sucks because i feel alone, empty, without purpose, and the list goes on. when i think my life is going to be ok, that it going to have a meaning finally, something happens. and again back to the whole. |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 10, 2010 |
What's up,
Firstly, why does life fail for me?
Good question, here's why. Firstly, I'm not that 'popular' at school, most kid's hate my fucking gut's and want to beat me up. Also, my ex girlfriend which I still love and she said that she want's to be with me forever and broke up with me is going out with a kid named garrick. Funny thing is this kid play's his xbox 24/7 and she told me her self. I want to fucking strangle my self to fucking death. I do good in school, but my life is terrible, I don't know why so many people have to hate me. This seriously fucking sucks!! |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 10, 2010 |
I've read some stories on here so here's mine. I've been a loser since... I can't even remember. I have one friend that actually hangs out with me, but he gets annoying sometimes. He doesn't know it, but he's all I have. I met a girl I like, but I'm afraid if I ask her out it will turn out badly, like some other friendships. People think I'm emo. I'm just quiet. My family is a mess. My brother has autism. My dad is stressed from his college. And my mom, I love her most of the time. Iife sucks eh? |
| | Posted by Kevin at April 8, 2010 |
why my life sucks....
alright,when i was about 12 years old i found out i'm gay. Junior high and high school was a nightmare, the kids were laughing at me because of that. At the age of 17 the principal called my folks cos a teacher caught me with my bf smoking weed and kissing in the toilets. So my dad threw me out of the house(havent seen him after that, im 22 now). No graduation, no college. I moved to a bigger city and worked as a waiter in bars for one year and as a barman in clubs the following year. All the guys i met by that time were as----es, just had fun with me and then left. So i decided that sex is not pleasure but just a way to make money, and since the salary in a club is not enough, i moved to a bigger city and managed to work for a gay-porn company. I worked for them for 2 years and meanwhile worked as a barman occasionaly. And after that a psychological breakdown came, when i realised my life so far. Had to quit drugs and therefore i started eating as a horse and drinking more and more alcohol. Today, i dont believe in people anymore, i dont believe in love, i totally gave up on everything, alcohol and food plus quiting the gym a long time ago, began to make me look fat, i work in a small bookshop just to make a living, its a job i hate. All alone, dissapointed with my past and expecting nothing from my future. Hmmm, my future.... It could have been brilliant, but on Sunday i turn 23 and i feel like 73 already. i destroyed my psychology and my looks with my so far lifestyle. The few people that once loved me R not part of my life anymore.... That's it, my life officially sucks. |
| | Posted by anonymous at April 8, 2010 |
Well, I guess this is were we write our shit life stories. Given an opportunity to spill it all out without fear. Here it goes!
My life in general isn't so bad. By this I mean, I have a good father (not my real father, but is my dad, he is a Police mane), an awsome mother (I would kill for her), 2 great sisters (Well, one is a dumbass the other a smartass), and surrounded by what appears to me to be a loving family. Wait, sorry, supposed to be aobut my shitty life.
Well, my real father is/was a druggy/drug dealer, the bastards dead now from cancer and his family for some reason likes to bother me all the fucking time. Most of my family is made up of complete morons, I have one smart sister (almost my level, but not quite) and the other is a complete dumbass. I am nearly 6 years older than the two of them and try to be a good role model, but it just doesn't work. I fail around every corner, despite every chance I have.
For starters, I have a solid IQ, smart guy with no real specialty, polymath. When I was a young tyke I was more than ready to learn and studied all the time, had teachers that cared. Of course when I moved to shit town of 2000 total people, my education went to hell. I didn't have to try so I didn't, Note I do have ADHD. In high school, I was that guy, despite being a massive dude (6'2" x 280lbs) that everyone liked to pick on, even the "losers." I had all of one friend. As a result of a shitty high school life I attempted suicid... |
| | Posted by sueb at April 8, 2010 |
What sucks is having to put up with other people's bullshit, liars, cheaters, deceivers and you name whatever's rotten. I would just like to know why some people just can't seem to get their shit together and act right, instead of spending their whole lives making others miserable. Oh well, what goes around comes around I always say. People fall to their own demise. It's just a matter of time, and that's when we can rejoice in the Lord. |
| | Posted by syg97 at April 8, 2010 |
left school cause i loved a girl and didnt dare tell her
lost my job -> shes not amused
tattooed myself -> shes not amused
started drinking -> shes not amused
started taking drugs -> shes not amused AT ALL
have fights -> shes not amused
im only 18... and shes got another boyfriend... dont know what to do
IT SUCKS
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